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| i wish i had something to say. ive been depressed since last night and i dont know why. all i want to do is sleep.
i felt really bad the entire weekend because it was Annas confirmation party, and i was really anti-social and sad and stuff.
shell get over it...i hope. :'( | | |
| Three things that scare me:
1: War
2: Closed in spaces (like underwater for too long...ugh.)
3: Spiders
Three people who make me laugh:
1: Anna
2: Ashy
3: Mr Fox
Three Things I love:
1: *y*n <33
2: My viola
3: my mommies
Three Things I hate:
1: Maggie
2: Liers
3: People who dont care about other people
Three things I don't understand:
1: Life
2: Death
3: More Life
Three things on my desk:
1: Computer
2: Germs
3: Key Board
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: Typing
2: Crying (dont ask)
3: thinking
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: Fall in love
2: change the world
3: read 500 books
Three things I can do:
1: play the viola
2: and the cello
3: write anything...especially poetry
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: sensitive
2: empathetic/sympathetic
3: scarcastic
Three things I can't do:
1: fly
2: die at will (grrrr)
3: lie
Three Things brought to you by BZOINK! | | |
| hey
merry, i love you! you are the only person who believes me when i say that im not doing this for attention. my family doesnt, my friends dont, and when i went to mrs doupe for help and support, she also said that she "understands" that im in pain, but she thinks that i do do some of the stuff i do for attention. i swear of my mothers grave that im not. i dont know why everyone thinks that i am. its like no one understands that everything is still new to me and i dont know how to deal with it yet.
GRRRRRRRRRR!!! I hate you all. except mere.
everyone thinks that just because its been 9 months that im over it and that im ok. NEWSFLASH! im not ok. i wont be for a long time. everyone gave up on me so prematurely. its really bothering me that people are upset with me for how i feel.
im sorry im not superhuman and that im not over my mothers death and everything else. im not superwoman. | | |
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